Friday, June 29
the result of cts. there's actually more books on the bed.
since exams are over, there's time to think. and i realise that my life is actually quite a boring one. spending 1 and a half years in college doesnt seem to improve anything. is like everything is still so -_-'. compared to others, its really like shit. why is it that i'm always put in a _____ where everyone is so busy with their stuff and dont make an effort to ____ and always leaving me in the middle and all that stupid irritating stuff. compared to other ____ is like crap. i envy those people , those ___ that are so close and always having fun outside. as in they do comm i'm like some idiot floating here and floating there. why cant they float to me! haha. but this is really getting very frustrating and sick. i abhor the feeling of being in the middle, not knowing what to do.
i ranted-
12:34 PM